i don't know where this fear came from how i became so afraid of losing everyone never been afraid of being lonely now i'm becoming the one i'm most scared of being i don't know where this fear comes from this fear of falling fear of letting everyone and myself down it's growing into my soul making me all paralyzed and cold it's two steps forward three steps back again i'll turn my face against it i won't run courage and belief are my redeems no one else can rescue me it seems